Ten days after my last post, I was asked the question I had been waiting for almost two years to hear.
Ten days after my last post, I was sitting at BB Rovers, discussing, crying, arguing, deciding, longing, and fearing the anticipation of what the future would bring.
Ten days after my last post, I enjoying a brisk Sunday night chill. I remember it well. I hope I never forget it. From the taste of light beer, to the sound of the band playing at "The Parrish" downtown, to the excitement of relationship, love, and future potential, when I close my eyes, I can remember it all.
And I smile.
I am thankful for that night and the many nights that followed.
I am grateful for the lessons learned and love lost.
I am honored to have been able to grow up in ways that I did not know I needed.
And I smile.
Today is a new day.
Today holds the potential for more.
Today promises greatness.
And I smile.
I am the keeper of my happiness.
I am the leader of my people.
I am the architect of my days.
And I smile.
Ten days from now, I will board a ship that promises relaxation and rest.
Ten days from now, I will forge new and deeper friendships with acquaintances.
Ten days from now, I will breathe easy in hopes of reconnecting with myself.
And I smile.
Father God, find me again.
Father God, remind me again.
Father God, guide me again.